Midnight Snack
Jul 10, 2018 20:17:57 GMT -6
Post by Snick on Jul 10, 2018 20:17:57 GMT -6
Pratt was sitting in the common room of the keepers' quarters, in almost complete darkness. His eyes had adjusted to the scant light filtering through the windows. This night was very windy, and he could hear the waves crashing against the jagged cliffs just outside. A storm was coming in. Far away, lightning flashed and thunder crashed.
In his hands was a box of Jabberpocky. Tiny cries of 'don't eat me!' and 'oh dear god, noooo!' issued from every stick he chomped on. While normally, he didn't mind holding pleasant conversation with this particular treat before devouring them, tonight he just wanted a snack and the chocolate covered biscuit sticks from Japan were the most appealing thing in the vending machine.
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The creak of the trees against the stone house, the crash of the waves thundering against the rocks, the lonely cry of the horn of the lighthouse warning sailors to stay away, the flashing glare of the light from the house itself . . . Siobhan was wide awake and afraid. Never mind it was midnight. Never mind tomorrow was the first day of classes. "Arwen?" Siobhan whispered, not wanting to wake her. No answer. She was sound asleep. She wanted Lorccan, or her mom, or her dad. Her mom would give her a cup of hot cocoa and tell her to calm down and sing her a song.
Right. She was a lighthouse keeper, and she was afraid of the wind and wanted her mommy. She would just be a big girl and get her own cocoa. She put on her thin robe that had been handed down by how many sisters she had forgotten--not needing a heavy robe in the dorms--and quietly went to the common room.
She was relieved to see she wasn't alone. "Gilligan!" She gave him a relieved grin, her fears abating. She pulled the robe more tightly around herself, then went to the microwave and made herself a cup of cocoa. "I couldn't sleep in all this noise. How about you?"
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"Hey, Ginger," he grinned wryly. His lightly bagged eyes traveled from her toes up to her face, where they struggled to remain. "Nice robe."
In nothing but some flannel pajama pants in black and red plaid, he seemed quite comfortable despite the chill in the house. "I'm always up this late," Pratt answered then stifled another pocky's shrieks of terror. "Want some?"
He held the box out to Siobhan. "Or something else?" he asked, licking a little chocolate from the corner of his lips.
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The wind howled extra loud again and she shivered, partly from fear and partly from thin robe. She looked down at her socks and wished she was wearing slippers. She took her mug of hot cocoa and sat next to him. "Is it okay if I sit here?" She looked at the Pocky sticks. They were afraid too. No, she couldn't eat them tonight. "No, thanks. My cocoa is enough. I'm not hungry, just cold." And afraid, and stupid for being afraid. she added silently. As if to prove her point and to make a fool of her, her lip started chattering. She hurriedly took a sip of her cocoa to try to hide it. Lighthouse keepers aren't supposed to be afraid of the wind, she thought, burying her face behind her cup.
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"Yeah, you can sit there," he wondered if he should have offered the chair to her or perhaps even risen to pull it out for her. "Oh. Okay. If you want, I can go get my robe for you. It's fleece. Mucho warm. I'll get it."
In a flash, he was darting to the lavatory, his bare, pale skin almost glowing in the dark from the lack of color. Pratt didn't know her answer to his question. He'd been too afraid to look. After all, he had barely gotten a few words written down, and they were stupid. What fifteen year old still used the term 'go with' when asking someone to go steady?
Grabbing the robe from the hook, he dashed back. "Here," he held it open for her.
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She stood up and snuggled into the robe. "Ahhh. It's so warm." She tied it tightly around herself, then sat next to him again at the table and returned to her cocoa. She tucked her feet up under herself in the chair so as to keep her cold toes warm.
"I can't sleep when it's so noisy, and it's noisier here than it is in the dorms. It's colder here too. I don't know why I'm a keeper. I'm too big of a baby to be out here, Pratt. I can't do this," she whispered, feeling discouraged.
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"Sorry if it smells like deodorant," he apologized, getting back into his chair. When he scooted it up he also scooted it closer to hers. "Don't say that. You belong here much more than I do."
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"How can I help anyone if I'm afraid of storms? I only turned 14 last month. I always wanted to be a keeper, but I thought maybe it might happen when I was a junior or more likely a senior, if it happened at all. It never happens to most people, and not to freshmen. Why does it want me now? I think it made a mistake."
An especially loud crash of ocean was followed by breaking branches. She scooted closer to Pratt, squinching up her face at the noise. She moved closer, so that she was as much on his chair as on her own.
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"It's alright to be afraid. Everyone has fears. I'm afraid of things, too," Pratt awkwardly put his arm around her shoulders and patted and rubbed the one under his hand. "If the lighthouse made a mistake, it was choosing me, not you. But it doesn't make mistakes. You're here for a reason and you're going to be fine. I'm glad you're here, if that counts for anything."
Maybe the reason was him. What a silly thought, he silently chided himself. Very cheesy. Thankfully, he hadn't said that horsecrap outloud. Pratt hoped against hope that she would laugh in his face if he ever said anything so corny. His inner dialogue was a desperate attempt to ignore the subtle floral scent dancing around his nostrils and the soft body against his side. The hairs on his neck and arms stood at attention as her lightly tousled locks moved against his arm.
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"I'm not even that far from home. You would think it would be no big deal, that I would know what a New England storm sounded like. But it still scares me." She leaned into him. "I'm so glad you're here, Pratt." Another crash of waves sounded almost like it hit the house, and she jumped a little.
Once she relaxed again, she leaned on his shoulder. "Did you read your notebook?" she asked shyly.
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"Yeah, you'd think so," he chuckled softly, his hand moving a little more fluidly up and down her upper arm. Pratt thought his heart might pound its way through his rib cage. The tha-thump tha-thump was loud in his own ears. He feared she could hear it, too. Closing his eyes, he tried to concentrate on his breathing. Then she brought up the notebook.
"No," he admitted quietly. "I can't... I don't... It wasn't finished. I couldn't think of the right words..."
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Siobhan felt her ears grow warm. "I guess I shouldn't have looked at it then. That was rude of me." She hoped he liked the answer. She didn't think the question was dumb at all. She thought it was a sweet way to ask her to the dance. "But I didn't mind the way you asked me."
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"It's not like you knew. It's okay," he watched his free fingers fidgeting with the jabberpocky box. "Who asks a girl out like that? It's so... kindergarten. And I should have asked you in person, not in a note."
Pratt sighed and shook his head. "I wouldn't blame you if you said no," his lips scrunched to one side. "Your boyfriend should be more mature, and less cowardly."
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Boyfriend?!!! Siobhan's mouth opened and she sat up straight and turned to look at him like he had suddenly sprouted horns. "I thought you were asking me to the dance. I said yes, of course . . ." Her face turned bright red. "I didn't think . . . I didn't know that you . . . I like you, Pratt. A lot. I just want to get to know you better and finish the talk we started this afternoon. I will probably say yes, but can I have a little time to think about it?" Her brother, for example, and his probable telling her parents, might be an issue. She looked into his face, hoping he didn't feel as embarrassed as she did.
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"The dance? But it's a mixer," he watched Siobhan panic, feeling that wasn't a very good sign. "Just forget about it. Let's pretend it never happened. I don't want things to get weird."
The cool air that replaced her against his side stung nearly as badly as her answer. Pratt tried to keep smiling as he removed his arm from her shoulders and stood. Grabbing the pocky, he crossed to the pantry to put it away. "I mean... What if you get to know me and don't like me?" the pantry door hid him from view as he stood there, staring at the canned goods. "And then we can't even be friends? Can't be in a room together without making each other and everyone else uncomfortable? I'd rather have you as a friend than nothing. So... Can we please forget that I wrote the note and that you saw it?"
In his hands was a box of Jabberpocky. Tiny cries of 'don't eat me!' and 'oh dear god, noooo!' issued from every stick he chomped on. While normally, he didn't mind holding pleasant conversation with this particular treat before devouring them, tonight he just wanted a snack and the chocolate covered biscuit sticks from Japan were the most appealing thing in the vending machine.
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The creak of the trees against the stone house, the crash of the waves thundering against the rocks, the lonely cry of the horn of the lighthouse warning sailors to stay away, the flashing glare of the light from the house itself . . . Siobhan was wide awake and afraid. Never mind it was midnight. Never mind tomorrow was the first day of classes. "Arwen?" Siobhan whispered, not wanting to wake her. No answer. She was sound asleep. She wanted Lorccan, or her mom, or her dad. Her mom would give her a cup of hot cocoa and tell her to calm down and sing her a song.
Right. She was a lighthouse keeper, and she was afraid of the wind and wanted her mommy. She would just be a big girl and get her own cocoa. She put on her thin robe that had been handed down by how many sisters she had forgotten--not needing a heavy robe in the dorms--and quietly went to the common room.
She was relieved to see she wasn't alone. "Gilligan!" She gave him a relieved grin, her fears abating. She pulled the robe more tightly around herself, then went to the microwave and made herself a cup of cocoa. "I couldn't sleep in all this noise. How about you?"
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"Hey, Ginger," he grinned wryly. His lightly bagged eyes traveled from her toes up to her face, where they struggled to remain. "Nice robe."
In nothing but some flannel pajama pants in black and red plaid, he seemed quite comfortable despite the chill in the house. "I'm always up this late," Pratt answered then stifled another pocky's shrieks of terror. "Want some?"
He held the box out to Siobhan. "Or something else?" he asked, licking a little chocolate from the corner of his lips.
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The wind howled extra loud again and she shivered, partly from fear and partly from thin robe. She looked down at her socks and wished she was wearing slippers. She took her mug of hot cocoa and sat next to him. "Is it okay if I sit here?" She looked at the Pocky sticks. They were afraid too. No, she couldn't eat them tonight. "No, thanks. My cocoa is enough. I'm not hungry, just cold." And afraid, and stupid for being afraid. she added silently. As if to prove her point and to make a fool of her, her lip started chattering. She hurriedly took a sip of her cocoa to try to hide it. Lighthouse keepers aren't supposed to be afraid of the wind, she thought, burying her face behind her cup.
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"Yeah, you can sit there," he wondered if he should have offered the chair to her or perhaps even risen to pull it out for her. "Oh. Okay. If you want, I can go get my robe for you. It's fleece. Mucho warm. I'll get it."
In a flash, he was darting to the lavatory, his bare, pale skin almost glowing in the dark from the lack of color. Pratt didn't know her answer to his question. He'd been too afraid to look. After all, he had barely gotten a few words written down, and they were stupid. What fifteen year old still used the term 'go with' when asking someone to go steady?
Grabbing the robe from the hook, he dashed back. "Here," he held it open for her.
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She stood up and snuggled into the robe. "Ahhh. It's so warm." She tied it tightly around herself, then sat next to him again at the table and returned to her cocoa. She tucked her feet up under herself in the chair so as to keep her cold toes warm.
"I can't sleep when it's so noisy, and it's noisier here than it is in the dorms. It's colder here too. I don't know why I'm a keeper. I'm too big of a baby to be out here, Pratt. I can't do this," she whispered, feeling discouraged.
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"Sorry if it smells like deodorant," he apologized, getting back into his chair. When he scooted it up he also scooted it closer to hers. "Don't say that. You belong here much more than I do."
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"How can I help anyone if I'm afraid of storms? I only turned 14 last month. I always wanted to be a keeper, but I thought maybe it might happen when I was a junior or more likely a senior, if it happened at all. It never happens to most people, and not to freshmen. Why does it want me now? I think it made a mistake."
An especially loud crash of ocean was followed by breaking branches. She scooted closer to Pratt, squinching up her face at the noise. She moved closer, so that she was as much on his chair as on her own.
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"It's alright to be afraid. Everyone has fears. I'm afraid of things, too," Pratt awkwardly put his arm around her shoulders and patted and rubbed the one under his hand. "If the lighthouse made a mistake, it was choosing me, not you. But it doesn't make mistakes. You're here for a reason and you're going to be fine. I'm glad you're here, if that counts for anything."
Maybe the reason was him. What a silly thought, he silently chided himself. Very cheesy. Thankfully, he hadn't said that horsecrap outloud. Pratt hoped against hope that she would laugh in his face if he ever said anything so corny. His inner dialogue was a desperate attempt to ignore the subtle floral scent dancing around his nostrils and the soft body against his side. The hairs on his neck and arms stood at attention as her lightly tousled locks moved against his arm.
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"I'm not even that far from home. You would think it would be no big deal, that I would know what a New England storm sounded like. But it still scares me." She leaned into him. "I'm so glad you're here, Pratt." Another crash of waves sounded almost like it hit the house, and she jumped a little.
Once she relaxed again, she leaned on his shoulder. "Did you read your notebook?" she asked shyly.
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"Yeah, you'd think so," he chuckled softly, his hand moving a little more fluidly up and down her upper arm. Pratt thought his heart might pound its way through his rib cage. The tha-thump tha-thump was loud in his own ears. He feared she could hear it, too. Closing his eyes, he tried to concentrate on his breathing. Then she brought up the notebook.
"No," he admitted quietly. "I can't... I don't... It wasn't finished. I couldn't think of the right words..."
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Siobhan felt her ears grow warm. "I guess I shouldn't have looked at it then. That was rude of me." She hoped he liked the answer. She didn't think the question was dumb at all. She thought it was a sweet way to ask her to the dance. "But I didn't mind the way you asked me."
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"It's not like you knew. It's okay," he watched his free fingers fidgeting with the jabberpocky box. "Who asks a girl out like that? It's so... kindergarten. And I should have asked you in person, not in a note."
Pratt sighed and shook his head. "I wouldn't blame you if you said no," his lips scrunched to one side. "Your boyfriend should be more mature, and less cowardly."
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Boyfriend?!!! Siobhan's mouth opened and she sat up straight and turned to look at him like he had suddenly sprouted horns. "I thought you were asking me to the dance. I said yes, of course . . ." Her face turned bright red. "I didn't think . . . I didn't know that you . . . I like you, Pratt. A lot. I just want to get to know you better and finish the talk we started this afternoon. I will probably say yes, but can I have a little time to think about it?" Her brother, for example, and his probable telling her parents, might be an issue. She looked into his face, hoping he didn't feel as embarrassed as she did.
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"The dance? But it's a mixer," he watched Siobhan panic, feeling that wasn't a very good sign. "Just forget about it. Let's pretend it never happened. I don't want things to get weird."
The cool air that replaced her against his side stung nearly as badly as her answer. Pratt tried to keep smiling as he removed his arm from her shoulders and stood. Grabbing the pocky, he crossed to the pantry to put it away. "I mean... What if you get to know me and don't like me?" the pantry door hid him from view as he stood there, staring at the canned goods. "And then we can't even be friends? Can't be in a room together without making each other and everyone else uncomfortable? I'd rather have you as a friend than nothing. So... Can we please forget that I wrote the note and that you saw it?"